fishy

Sometime, alone is the best remedy for some kind of mood swing. Sitting alone, thinking alone, quieting alone can really soothe feeling. So, when I really want to be alone and quiet myself, please just leave me alone, don't bother me, just let me have some time for myself, for some sort of self-soothing.

Had done with Biology's presentation and informative speech today. Am having discussion. But for certain kinds of known and unknown reasons, I'm really feeling bad now. I don't know why. But some kind of thingy is really bothering me. Again, that's some sort of fishy feeling attacking me. May be this time around there's some obvious reasons lying, unlike the time when I had really had no idea of why. But the fishy feeling is so badly hitting me.

It shouldn't be, and I don't want it to be in such a way.

I ain't nobody.

I love this saying of a cousin. "Nobody's perfect. I'm not nobody." Get the catch? Haha. 

Kind of happy with my progression throughout this weekend. Did accomplish few tasks.

It's nearly the end of Spring semester. But it's still going to be tough. The few weeks will be long. But yea, anyhow, we can somehow get through it, on each verge of limitation. 

Holy Week! I'm thinking of doing something (something not to be revealed yet). Hmm. Let's be prepared for the crucifixion of Jesus and the resurrection of Jesus!  

joy-happy

It's 3:20am. And I'm still awake, for no reason. May be there is a reason. I slept too much yesterday? Currently am listening to Lady Gaga. Am doing research paper's outline, which costs me lots of time already. Week 13 is going to be a crazy week. Persuasive speech's outline. Research paper's outline. Informative speech. Biology's oral presentation. Ethics' assignment. Calculus' test. American Culture Study's quiz. Critical thinking's advertisement's presentation. 

Dead. Hopefully I am still alive after the week.

Today's Abigail's birthday! Happy Birthday! Enjoy the day to the fullest. Have a blast! May God bless abundantly! May His grace fall and fill greatly! Press on and shine brightly in His Kingdom! Love ya!!

JOY is more than HAPPY. Well said.

Gotta sleep. Night world.

after all.

After all. Life still goes on. When we thought that the most hectic period of our time frame is meant to be the American Indulgence Fiesta, yea, we used to assume that. But, seriously, it's wrong. American Indulgence Fiesta had finally come to an end on Tuesday with the end of the closing ceremony of this grand event. Yet, when we thought it's all over, there are lots more things awaiting. The following two weeks are a disastrous. Lots, and lots, and really lots of assignments, quizzes, tests, speeches, presentations to be accomplished. Ewww.

Had been sick. Sore throat and flu. Thanks to my dearest shepherd who paid an immediate visit to me, and brought along the noodles which she cooked herself, and which, according to her, with lots of care and love. Haha. Thanks to Sing Yi as well, who came along during Wednesday. Thanks for all those get-well-soon sayings, and also those who gave advises of drinking water, warm water, 100 plus, honey, etc etc. Haha. Thanks God for the healing! It turns better now, although I'm still bothered seriously by cough. Hah. Kind of tired of coughing already!

Last night's carenet was good! We had bowling at Sunway Pyramid. Bowling was fun. Haha. 

Today. Friday. It was a great day! We had class until 10am. Then, we had the discussion for our Biology presentation. Had a really crazy time with these fellows- Angelina, Rachel, Siau Ting, Akira, and Lawrence. We were doing on genetic diseases. And we captured videos for our presentation. And that was when we acted crazily. Lol.

And on this wonderful Friday's afternoon, I had a great badminton play with friends, or friend? Hah. And then, I tidied up my clothes which had been laying unfolded all around. I tidied up my terribly messy locker. I swept the room. I mopped the room. And I washed piles of clothes. OMG. It's really nothing more than OMG. I was deadly exhausted. Doing these chores can kill, literally.

And just now, we went for some kind of exploring in Shah Alam. Haha. Had often heard people saying SACC Mall or PKNS. So, that's it. I paid my very very first experience to these places with Angelina. Hmmmm. Nothing much I can say, if to compare these places with Sunway Pyramid, or Time Square, or Mid Valley, or KLCC. Haha. But somehow did enjoy ourselves. And I accidentally fall down on the way in between, when taking photos. Lol. Shouldn't take so much photos eh? 

爱情也是有先来后到的道理- quoted from 天使之翼.

Quite a good saying, no? It's a nice drama!

flew

I planned to study Business. But then I fell asleep in the library. And now I'm in the computer lab. HAHA. I'm crap. Seriously I'm just so good in idling my precious time away.

The fourth event of American Indulgence Fiesta was done last night. AGT (America's Got Talent) was kind of crazy. No. It was indeed, very crazy. We kept shouting like crazy! Lol.

Tonight It's got to be the grand event of the closing ceremony of AIF. Time flew. I know right. It's just a glimpse, AIF comes to an end now. Hah. Time waits for no one. Indeed.

Time flew. Time flies. :P

unproductive

Yea. An unproductive weekend. The only productive thing is in term of watching drama. Hah. Currently catching up with 天使之翼. It's a good drama! Love it love it!

Saturday. I slept until 2pm. Heee. Went to church at 5pm then. The night, I was watching my drama when Jamine (my neighbor) came over and sought for Grace. They were doing the closing ceremony's thingy. But then at last, it turned up that I was the one to help out. Grace was sinking deep into her slumber land. Lol. Kind of fun, we were doing the Oscar's statue, though it doesn't look like one. Haha. 

The Oscar's statue! Jamine and Jia Bing were hiding.

Rachel the photographer. Haha.

We ordered McD. Hah. Crazy. It was nice time to spend with Jamine, Jia Bing, and Rachel. I came back to my room at 2am. And that I continued my drama. All the way until 5:30am. Wow. Sort of admiring myself now, for staying up the whole night, just simply to watch the drama. Crap!

I woke up at nearly 1pm. Kind of too lazy to cook or to buy something for myself, I starved for the whole day. Haha. Had a great dinner just now, which should be the meal which consists of my breakfast, lunch and dinner. Lol. And special thank to Wendy who brought the food from Malacca. They were nice, delicious. Thanks for the key chain as well. Love ya!

glimpses

This week had been a hectic week. And it came to an end now. American Indulgence Fiesta! Hah! Three down, and two to go. First of all, it was Halloween Night, which was indeed great, amazing, and awesome! 

my look~

The second was Class Parade. Boston got the theme of Lilo and Stitch. It was crazy! Enjoyed the moment a lot! 

Bostonians! Love ya all~

with our Lilo, and Stitch.

Then, it was dodge ball and basketball competition yesterday. Dodging ball was really crazy! Omg.

By the way, I went to Sunway Pyramid, again, yesterday. Hah! We went straight after class, and got back for the competition after that. Heee.

Last night. I watched an episode of drama entitled 天使之翼. It was just a random click on PPS. But then I found it was good. I have no idea about this drama, but it seems to be a China drama. May be. I watched only episode 1, yet I was crying like hell for the story. Indeed a good drama. Hah!

I slept for approximately 11 hours today. Wow. It was undoubtedly great after so much depriving of sleep. Heeee.

Ouh. Mid term's result was released yesterday. I am kind of satisfied with mine. The only thing is my Biology. Eewww. Its credit hours is so much, yet my result isn't really that good for the particular subject. Sigh. Should really pick up this subject, should really study up for the coming quizzes and tests, and of course the final.

That's all. Catch up later.

p/s: I uploaded Halloween Night's photos on Facebook. View them up! :)

you don't know.

I should sleep now. But, I don't know why I'm still up. Don't feel like sleeping, although I'm really tired now. Make it clear, it isn't any effect of caffeine or something else. It's just, don't know why. 

Halloween Night was great, I would say. But it's indeed a tiring day. But then it was awesome. Hah. Had taken lots of photos just now [of course]. HAHA. Altogether 300++ photos. Wow.

Just Something. When a heart grows cold, the immediate remedy may warm it up again. Yet, if there isn't any such kind of remedy, the heart will grow even colder, and starts to close to a particular thing, and most of all, a particular person. You know what. It shouldn't be what it is now. 

You know sometime heart aches, you know sometime tear drops, just because of you. 

@ MPM

Catch up catch up.

Thursday and Friday were so much a crap. Practice for American Got Talent's audition. And the audition itself was so crappy, I mean, for our group. Yep. Crap. 

Friday's night. Went for church service, a preparatory service for the following day's ministry. It was a good service. And the following day, Saturday, went for this grand Market Place Ministry. And also the night's service, kind of like an conclusive service for the Market Place Ministry (MPM).

The main highlight is based on 1 Peter 2:9- "But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light." It was what pastor and the invited speakers pressed on.

The four main concepts in the verse is the concept of being chosen, the concept of priesthood, the concept of nation, and the concept of belonging to God. We are the chosen ones, and that we are the holy priesthoods of God that whenever and wherever we go, we should be the change agents to transform our market place. Everywhere we go, we got to make a difference, because we are the chosen and we are belonged to God! We should let people see God through us, but not simply to hear God. So, it's not only to speak, but most importantly, is to act and live out godly life.

It's our vocation. It's our mission. Don't ever think that we are young, or we are not able to do. Yea, when we depend solely on ourselves, our ability comes from solely ourselves; but when we depend on God, our power and ability come from Him. Things which are impossible in men are possible in God! We have to pray for wisdom, just as Solomon who asked for wisdom from God, and not any other things. We need the wisdom to know the best way to communicate with people. We need the wisdom to know how to preach and deliver God's words to the world. And that in our market places, there are lots of challenges. This is the time to hold tight, so that we won't be shaken easily. A simple word, set the priority to God, above all the others.

There are two verses which really mean a lot. "It's not what we do determines whether it's sacred or secular, but WHY we do it." And the other one, "it's not the job itself which determines the sacred of the job, but it's the worker himself who determines it." Indeed. Indeed. It's always our own attitudes which determine a lot of things.

Market place is not only for the people who work. Students, we have our own market place as well. I really love part of the sermon which says, the jobs, or the schools we are attending now, they are all planned by God. God put us in certain places where we are now for His own purpose. He had purpose in each and everyone of us. It is not out of coincidence that we attend our current school, our current job. It's all well-planned by God, to let us be the transforming agent in our definite market place, to change the people around, to change the community.

That's just a brief sum-up. There are lots more details. I did learn a lot from this Market Place Ministry. It's great. The speakers from Hong Kong, they are humorous. Haha.

And Saturday, during the gap between the ministry and the night's service, we, Summer, Sing Yi, Ivy, Andrew, Jerald, and I went to Times Square. I was looking for Halloween stuff. I did accomplish my goal. And I bought a pair of very satisfying heels. Hah! I love it! And the night we dined at Vivo. A very first time I was being there. Yea. Kind of nice food. Delicious. Succulent. Yummy.

Sunday. Actually, schedulely, should be going for a lecturer's wedding ceremony. And that's why I didn't go for church service. But then, in the end, we didn't make to the wedding ceremony. I slept for, nearly, a whole day! Awww. I guess I had been in a real exhaustion. I was so deadly-slept. And then, just now celebrated Cindy 19th birthday. Hee. Happy Birthday girl! Love ya!

So, week 10 passed. American Indulgence Fiesta is coming. Hmm. I'm neither getting into it too much, nor any particular disapproval toward it. I'm sitting on the fence. Everything is just like planned, and what to do is to follow the schedule, only. That's just all. That's just life. And it's going to be tough weeks before this freakish semester really goes to its end. Let's us crave for the arrival of this day? Hah!

Good night. It's 2:35am.

Flee~~

Alice In Wonderland

Watched 3D's Alice In Wonderland tonight, with Leonard, Abigail, Miu, Ivy Khor, Summer, Benny and Benny's friend, at e-Curve. It's kind of nice movie, mainly because of its beautiful and tranquil scenery. We had a good fellowship too.

Alice In Wonderland~

with Xin Mei. take 1.

take 2! :)

p/s: I'm so sleepy now. *yawn*
Good night!!

somethings over the weekend

Too busy lately to not really have a time to drop something here. Starting from last Friday until now, I finally have some time and some inspiration to update on this site.

Friday. I think I mentioned it in the previous post. I had exam until 4pm. And after that went straight from Intec, all the way to Cheras, with Andrew, to attend the usher training.

Saturday. Early in the morning, went for the morning prayer in Subang church. It was good, I learned a lot from Jemima's sharing. It was about becoming mature Christian. I had something in my head which I felt to share, but didn't know why I didn't do so. However, the something which kept appearing in my mind was faith and obedience. I am learning to always lay full faith in God, no matter how bad would the situation be. And be obedient to God, follow His way and never hesitate.

And then for the whole noon of Saturday, I was sleeping like a dead. Yea. My monthly best friend was bothering me. I felt the extraordinary tiredness, and somehow the unreasonable fatigue, and the extreme sleepiness. Then, the evening, I went on KTM with Sing Yi, heading to Subang's service. That was the very first time we had the service all by only the west zone's people, where the east zone's people went on to support the newly-born Wangsa ECA.

It was a great service.  Despite the decrease in the number of people attending the service, God's work didn't leave us. Holy Spirit was touching a lot of people. What I learned on that particular night was setting priority to God, despite of all the others. When we set our priorities to God above all the others, we will experience God's abundant blessing to us, where most of the time, is the kind of unexpectedness. It was on the night also, I finally decided to join for the Market Place Ministry (MPM). Before that, I was hesitating over and over. But I knew God wants me to join, it was the calling from God. Also, I was in dilemma also whether or not to attend the Sunday's service, for I had piles of works to be accomplished. But then, with the sermon and with the touch of God, I responded to Abigail that I will attend. Indeed, set priority to God, and everything else is not a problem!

So, with faith, I attended the Sunday's service at Cheras ECA. Once again, I experienced God. I knew I had made a correct decision. The sermon was about serving. Serving God. Serving people around us. Serving people we like. Serving people we don't like, especially. The service was really great that a lot of hearts were being touched. Praise The Lord! God had been serving His disciples by washing their feet. This is an example to us. Sometime we need to lower our own dignity and pride, and to serve others. It's hard to serve people who we don't like, but, God wants us to serve especially those people. We are serving God when we are serving people He has created! Sometime also we may think we are just able to serve a mere contribution, but in God's eyes, what we have done is great. He likes us to serve from the smallest, so that we can learn, over the time, to be a good server.

Finally, weekends came to its end. I went back and settled down in Akasia, again, which I was really unwilling of. Oh yea, we celebrated Wen Kiong's birthday at KFC that evening. Bought a Mocha Chocolate cake which was sort of nice, and the Kfc's meals as the simple celebration. Happy Birthday anyway! May God bless you greatly in your life!

Monday. It was a great day too. We conducted our business of selling pizza. It was a great success. But I was just way too tired after that. I slept for two hours more once I reached hostel. And again, was sleeping like a dead. Oh my God, that was really a fatigue of its maximum level. Well, the time was kind of fun. Thank you to all who support us. Thank you to all the classmates, and to all who were in charge of ADFP's booth, we did it! Also, thank you to Mr. Kesh, our beloved Business' lecturer, who treated us ice-cream and cake!

Yea. So the last night, after enough resting, I started to struggle with my Informative Speech's outline and Advanced Composition's essay 2 which were both due today. Thanks God that I accomplished the missions, by 3am. And I am really happy and grateful that my essay is fulfilling the criteria that I don't have to do anymore amendment. Thanks God for the sentence: "This is the correct way of doing it." In fact, there are some of my classmates who have to do some corrective measures over their essays. It's really when we set priority to God, His grace will be enough for us to consume! Praise to the Lord!

But then I was sorry that I slept all over the Biology's lesson. Awww. The comfort of air-conditioning, plus the serious depriving of sleep, can just easily lead to the above result. Haha. 

I am currently reading on "Prison To Praise", by Merlin Carothers. It's a great inspirational book. It inspires me a lot. And I see a lot of God's amazing miracles. And I really want to say that God is so true, God is so real, God is so great!! It's really highly recommended for you if you are finding some reading materials now.

By the way, tomorrow is having Calculus' quiz. Oh my God. I hate Calculus man! And I don't understand the chapters which are going to be tested tomorrow. Exponential differentiation and logarithmic differentiation, I really hate you so much. Tonight I am going to date with Calculus! All the best!!

m.c.

That's why I hate MC. Seriously serious kind of hatred. I feel like dying. Literally, dying. The unreasonable tiredness and fatigue. And so much sleepy like hell. So I kept sleeping over, and didn't get any single little thing done, yet there are so many things to be done. I hate it hate it hate it. Eewww. Let these few torturing days pass quickly. Awww.

Don't blame me for any emotional thingy or attitudes. It's, you know, hormonal stuff. 

disobedient tears

A friend once said that crying is tantamount to weakness. And a friend said that when you feel like crying, let yourself to make a choice. A choice to be happy. It's all your choice- to be happy or to be sad. I always try, but I always fail. And now I fail, again.

Tears is down-pouring now. I want someone to comfort me. But, again and again, I hesitate. I don't want to be viewed weak, and also I don't want that particular him or her to fret about me. 

Just came back from the usher training. Thanks God for our smooth journey. There are somethings which may just keep to myself. The happy one, and the sad one, which happened tonight. I will remember the happy moment. The time when that kind of pickled-feeling attacks. And the sad one, may really let the tears which flowed bring along the suffering.

I can do all things through Him who gives me strength. -Philippians 4:13.

finishing mid-term

Mid term exam had just drawn its period. Week 9 came to an end now. Mid-semester test, comprises both happy and sad. Screwed my Biology. Sigh. Luckily, Speech Communication brought some good news.

Last night's oikos was good. Leonard was punished for losing the ice-break game. And the punishment was dancing ballet. Wow. Last night's birthday blast for Jennifer was good too. It was kind of touching. Also, sincerely thanks Leonard for his advice last night. I felt good to share out the problem, even though the problem is still there. I hope it will recover, in a very near soon. God is in control.

I love when we were studying together for exam. Studying together with Rachel, Lawrence, and Rohan for Biology yesterday. And today, studying for American Culture Studies with Rachel, Lawrence, Akira. I really love the time studying together with friends, sheerly love it, from the beginning, until now, I still love it. Somehow, I reminisced the time when studying together with those fellows during secondary school. May they be Ivy, Olivia, Emily, Sharon, Lychee, or whosoever. I love those moments. Although most of the time we were talking craps, talking nonsense, the moment itself is treasurable!

Going to head of to Cheras now. Our journey shall be safe and smooth!

be strong.

I had been really really sad today. My tears just seem to flow ceaselessly. I really hope there is someone to hug me tightly now. Or just simply a pat on my back. 

I should be studying on Biology for the test, or might just off to bed, instead of shedding tears. But, I feel  so sleepless. Suddenly I really feel so much for a shoulder to lean on. I hope so much a being can be by my side now.

You never know how painful I feel. You never know how cruel you are to me. My heart isn't strong enough to endure. 

Lord please heal my heart. I know I have no one to turn to except You. 

Amy. Be strong. Don't cry. Or else you'll have a pair of bulgy eyes soon.

March

It's March already. Time really doesn't wait.

Day is getting hotter and hotter. Ouh! The heat is unbearable.

It's the mid-term exam's week. Done with Ethics today. Tomorrow is not going to have any. Wednesday, there is, Speech communication's test. Thursday for Biology's test. And Friday, American Cultural Studies' test.

And coming soon, the next week, we are going to conduct our business on selling pizzas. Hah! An assignment for Business studies. Kind of looking forward to it actually.

And also, there are lots more, and I really mean lots and lots, and lots more things to come. Informative speech, persuasive speech, American Indulgence Fiesta, appreciation of American music, Calculus' assignment, Biology's assignment, Ethics' assignment, forum for Critical thinking, Advanced composition's essay, research paper, abundance of quizzes, tests, presentations. Wow. It's amazing!

I really need to have good health to endure. Lord, I really pray for a tip-top condition of health throughout the days, and also the good condition of mentality, which will not be distracted by the external factors as emotions and etc. I pray for wisdom to guide me over all the circumstances I may face. I pray for tough spirit to be endowed in me. I pray for Your spirit to shower me, and to receive faithfully. I pray for stiffness, that can conquer any obstacles in life. I pray for my family. I pray for my friends. Lord Your grace is always enough for us! And You always show us the ways which we will never have expected of, for You are an amazing God! Praise The Lord. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.