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April 21, 2011

一个普通朋友见了你点头微笑,
一个真正朋友见了你没有问候,

一个普通朋友几年不见就觉得生疏,
一个真正朋友十年不见却更感亲热,

一个普通朋友的电话写在电话簿上都记不住,
一个真正朋友的电话没有写下来却总记得一清二楚,

一个普通朋友来你家会很客气,
一个真正朋友来你家自己打开冰箱拿饮料,

一个普通朋友见你做错了会假装没看见,
一个真正朋友见你做错了会告诉你不能这样做,

一个普通朋友愿意和你说他的胜利往事,
一个真正朋友愿意和你说他的不如意和挫折失败,

一个普通朋友在和你吵架后就成了仇敌,
一个真正朋友在和你吵架后依然是朋友,

一个普通朋友让你近墨者黑,
一个真正朋友让你知道近墨者会黑,

一个普通的朋友只关注你飞得高不高,
一个真正的朋友只关注你飞得累不累。

April 17, 2011

考试前夕

感觉是一个很微妙的东西。渗透一切的背后真的蕴涵了那一点的什么吗?那还是保持现状。就一直的将那一点的什么藏在最深处。因为错过就是错过了。释怀也不是真的那么难嘛!


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这学期最忙的一个星期也就这样悄悄的溜走了。间中包含的欢笑,泪水,愤怒,呐喊,焦虑,压力,感动,不舍,思念,种种情绪,原来生活就是如此。

生命中拥有耶稣是很感恩的事。生命中拥有家人是很幸福的事。生命中拥有朋友是很感动的事。生命中拥有所拥有的就是最完美的一件事情!

很轰动的砂拉越选举也就这样即轰动又不轰动的结束了。我可以很大声很骄傲的说,我从头到尾都在跟进有关于大选的新闻及八卦。结果怎样我真的不是那么在乎。但是我享受那种跟进更新的感觉。就是喜欢大选前那种热闹的气氛。虽然人不在诗巫,但是还是很努力的跟进每一个报导和细节。总之就是很努力很拼命的让自己有那种置身在诗巫的感觉。不要说我吃饱没事做,我只是比较关心时事而已!

到头来,我觉得整个选举中,最可怜最无辜的人莫过于关良和张栋梁!请大家不要杯葛他们。我个人真的觉得他们超无辜!


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在特别想回家的那股冲动中,我吃到了Kampua, Kompia, 还有Galang。你知道那是多么美好的一件事吗!谢谢!诗巫的味道虽然经过了飘洋过海,它亦然是那么的温暖,那么的美妙!

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因为学校的一个活动,很有幸的可以跟一个之前一直都不是很熟的朋友合作。我们的工作呢,就是买食物。我还真是离不开食物啊?就这样莫名其妙的成为食物组委员。重点呢,这个朋友人超好!跟她在一起,我整个心情也会变好。真的。因为一些沟通上的代沟还有点点滴滴的事情导致我的心情根本就超暴躁。结果呢,跟这个朋友一起出去,我整个就忘记了要生气。哈哈!还有一个重点就是,她有一辆Mini Cooper. 所以本人就很有幸的在人生中第一次乘坐Mini Cooper.

话说,我有三个很特别的朋友。他们是徐爱真,沈美龄,还有林乾光。当然我也很特别,所以才能和他们成为朋友。话虽如此,有时候我还真的觉得我真的很可怜。因为我每一次都是被这三个特别的朋友欺负的对象。你知道他们有多特别吗?他们会使劲的唱一些很感动的歌,一直到我哭为止,然后他们就会很开心!哈哈哈!然后呢,每天都要说我身体上的某一个部位的事情。几乎呢每一件根本没有关系的事情,他们都要把它们扯在一起。当然啦,我也会很配合他们。配合他们一起活在幻想的世界里!

正经的。还是很谢谢这一群有很多点神经病的朋友!因为没有他们,生命不会充满这么多欢笑,生命不会这么精彩,生命不会时时刻刻充满惊喜!

“朋友一生一起走,那些日子不再有,一句话一辈子,一生情一杯酒。朋友不曾孤单过,一声朋友你会懂,还有伤还有痛,还要走还有我!”

朋友们,接下来的考试加油!!

April 15, 2011

but i miss you

I felt so reluctant to accept the fact that you're leaving. All in a sudden. I couldn't even send my bestie off to Japan yesterday, because of this event named Speech Night. You know, I could still suppress my emotion yesterday. I mean I just felt a bit depressed to learn the fact I was unable to send her off. Until today, when Angelina suddenly talked about the song "Friend", and especially when she started to sing it out. Oh gosh. Tears blurted out, like the water tap being turned on.  

I started to miss you already. Ivy Ho, take really good care of yourself there alright! Keep me updated always. May the Lord bless you richly in paths ahead. Be blessed with abundant grace and love from Him. All the best and take care. Much, much love. 

April 13, 2011

All of a sudden, I just want to cry. Can i just leave everything and go back home now.

you know what.

You know what. Sometime you don't say what you really mean. Not that you don't want to, instead you don't need to. A big cognition I have come out with is, you would not want to talk when you are not in the right mood. No, I think I should say, you would better be not talking because you talked something which may hurt under that kind of circumstance.

And you know what. I was pissed off earlier today. Yes, I know you are angry. But you don't need to be rude. You are not the only one who have the right to be angry. 

And and you know what. I had time spent with a very kind friend. She is so kind that I didn't dare to be angry. Or I shall say, my anger vanished all in a while. The task was tough. But I had these few lines running in my mind at that instant. We have joy, we have fun, we have season in the sun. That matters. A lot.

I need to be patient. Justin Bieber just tweeted this: patience is a virtue.

Indeed.

April 10, 2011

tough

This is the first time I typed the title before I started to type the contents. I am so sure of what I'm going to tell. TOUGH. This week is going to be very tough. I think it could be the busiest time for Spring 2011.


The whole week is packed. Fully packed. 

Let's just see:

  • Cell Biology Test.
  • Church Usher Training.
  • Empirical Report.
  • Cell Biology Assignment.
  • Speech Night.
  • Speech Night Performance's Practices.
  • Ethics' Final Exam.
  • Cell Group Worship Leading.
  • Eca Tv Clips.


Wow. I'm impressed. 

And guess what. I felt so much want to go back home for the past days. It was Chin-Ming and that was time when all or almost all relatives are going back Sibu from different places. And I SERIOUSLY miss it. I miss celebrating grandma's birthday with whole bunch of lovely members. What more, election is happening now in Sarawak. Trust me, I miss that kind of so called election-environment going around in Sibu. I miss going speeches by those candidates. I miss watching those signboards, posters hanging all around the town. I miss how different parties criticized one another. Although I'm really not that into political stuff. But still. I miss home! I miss Sibu!

Anyway, a big thank to this thing called technology for allowing at least, the virtual feeling of experience. Yeah.

Well I should be studying for tomorrow's test before I'm off to Speech Night Performance Practice. 

ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE. 

God bless you and me. 

=)

April 8, 2011

ticked.

Something that you thought and something that is a fact will never parallel each other. Yes, I thought thing should turn out in the way I thought of. And yes, it didn't happen. There's this wild desire to cry my heart out, but it's not worth it. Totally not. 

Speechless. In my very inner nerve. Because of this thing known as, fade up. There is this quote in a drama which I think speaks my conscience at this very moment. The quote sounds: Why are you asking my opinion when you're actually having your mind made up? I mean, yes, there's no point of doing that.

Time makes thing clear? It is just not now. That was what I thought. You see. The fact kicks in, telling how swallow is the thought. No one to be blamed, no one to be offended. This is just uh, some random blurting from mind after much observing of what happened these days.

Because I treasured. And I want to continue treasuring. 

April 5, 2011

;_;

当眼泪失控的流下

那就放心的哭一场


我要回家。可以吗?想回家到我真的去亚航网站查了一下飞机票。
我不想生病。可以吗?这样只会让我更想回家。

April 3, 2011

陪你等天亮

眼看星星落下
窗外一點一點出現陽光
你摸我的頭  你說我很棒
我們都是這樣
一面帶著傷痕一面飛翔
難過的時候 有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮  擁抱著一起分享
能放心的哭一場  是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的瘋狂
不管故事有多長   世界對我太善良
這一路上有你  我變得堅強

你知道我多傻
在你面前從來不用逞強
聽我說說話   讓我靠一下
我們都是這樣
想要幸福卻都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕 有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮  擁抱著一起分享
能放心的哭一場  是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的瘋狂
不管故事有多長  世界對我太善良
這一路上有你  我變得堅強
你才看見  我早已經學會
就算逆風  也能好好帶著祝福不再流淚
勇敢地飛  然后分享那種喜悅

我們都是這樣 
一面帶著傷痕一面飛翔
難過的時候  有你在身旁
我陪你等天亮  擁抱著一起分享
能放心的哭一場  是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的瘋狂
不管故事有多長  世界對我太善良
這一路上有你  我變得堅強



许慧欣,潘玮仪 - 陪你等天亮。

一直以来都很爱很爱的一首歌。一首歌词旋律都很赞的歌。听得很感动,听得很陶醉,听得很上瘾,听得很窝心。

就这样,就这样一直的让我陪着你一起等天亮。
就这样,就这样一直的让我拥抱着一起分享。
就这样,就这样一起带着伤痕一起飞翔。
就这样,就这样一直的明白我的疯狂。

就这样,就这样摸摸我的头。
就这样,就这样听我说说话。
就这样,就这样让我靠一下。

就这样,就这样不管故事有多长。
就这样,就这样带着祝福不再流泪。
就这样,就这样朝着我们的幸福前进。
就这样,就这样因为有你让我变得坚强。

=)