After hiatus.
Time heals many things and what it cannot heal it at least makes clearer. You ponder upon how much sense that makes. I think I am still a huge fans of this saying goes, time makes everything better.
The real forgiveness is when you finally decide to break these chains binding you off and you finally understand that love is no more the shallow cognition your mind could comprehend. Love is a decision, an action which leads to unending joy which you would have never imagined of.
Easter Sunday has always been one of my favorite festive days throughout the year. It is a day of joy, a day of love, a day of hope. Featuring the first time celebrating this lovely day in the States, I am deeply moved by His sacrificial love and His almighty power of resurrection, just the way I did every other year. God is so good, anytime, anywhere!
He has the best plan in store for you and me. He has so much for you to learn even through a really minor daily life happening. I was angry. Not the madness over the matter itself, but the fact of this being who wouldn't ever learn to be tolerant while he himself has been tolerated so much really irritated my some sensitive nerves. I had so much urge to burst all these emotions out and do the all same things they had ever done and I was pretty sure I could do worse than those. The next moment, I cried out to the Lord. Literally, cry. The indescribable comfort warmth pampered through my heart. And He led me to this verse,
Do not say, "I'll do to them as they have done to me; I'll pay them back for what they did." -Proverbs 24:29.
The verse totally struck my mind. Amazing, no? When the world and all the people say you are wrong, you know that our Lord will prove you right. When all these people are giving in to the world, it really doesn't mean that you have to conform to the same thing as well. The Words had coherently said,
Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is -His good ,pleasing and perfect will. -Romans 12:2.
Seeing you do all those stupid things to destroy yourself, I am really sad.
You know what. I am going home in THREE weeks time! Can you feel my excitement? Hee.
I think Imma curl my hair :]
Good night!
