the break

The sem-break for a week! And I ain't going back home, but stuck at Akasia, all alone. Having my really sluggish lifestyle now. Not too bad. Somehow, alone isn't that bad. But don't get me wrong, it isn't good either. And my mum had been calling many times in every single day. Fretting? Heee. It's good to be worried. It means you worth a lot. HAHA.

Oh well, nothing more can be done here at Akasia than watching tons of movies and dramas. What I want to say is: PPS is such a great invention. Hahaha. It really killed off most of my time. Yea. I'm catching up with a Korean drama which I had wanted to watch so much before this. You're Beautiful. Wow. Great drama!  Jang Geun Suk is so handsome!! LOL.

Tuesday's carenet was good too. Had a great time playing badminton! And not forgetting Wednesday, a good day as well. Had a whole-day-outing with my shepherd. Nice day out! Watched Ice Kacang Puppy Love which I wanted to watch since it was first released. But, due to certain obvious or unknown reasons, just couldn't make it. A good movie. Cried, laughed, reflected. One word which I would recommend on the movie is SINCERITY. It's not really good, as from the aspects like skill, technology; but the sincere acting, storyline, scene, did inspired, and somehow impressed me. The night, had a good fellowship with Abigail, Ivy, Benny, Zhi Bing, and Joe. Appreciate it! And yea, by the way, I was wearing short pants yesterday! Haha. Felt great. Don't blame me, I've really had no chance to wear shorts in my college or hostel. What a pity.

tehee.~

 In the midst of freedom, did something on my fingernails.

left hand.~

and right hand. nice?

And now, there is something bothering me. The messiness. Urghh. I'm a genuine messy bug. Everything is so messy and unorganized. Let's see some photos of messiness.

clothes

stuffs

and my really messy table.

I wanted to tidy them up. But the point is, I don't know how, and where to start with. Urgh. Now I wish my mum is here. Anyone is willing to clean up for me? HAHA.

Ipoh trip.

Went to Ipoh on Saturday, 24th April. Went to join a prom of a friend's school. One thing I can say is, it was AWESOME! Nice. I really enjoyed a lot throughout the night! The prom was really, really great! Uhh. I was wondering when Intec can have this kind of function going around ei? No offense. But, seriously, that's what so-called university-life! 

Specially dedicate my gratitude to Olivia. Thanks for inviting me to the prom. And seriously, you and your friends had done a great job! Salute. HAHA. Thanks Lawrence and Akira too. Thanks for joining the function! Thanks Olivia's friends as well! It's nice knowing you guys, and it's nice being with you all. Thank you! Heee.

So? Uh. Let's pictures tell the story.

kinda like this photo.~

Tower Regency.

The avenue of the prom.

The band is seriously awesome!!

likey likey!!

Thanks Lawrence!

AWESOME!!!

I really mean it.

Thanks guys!

Olivia. You're awesome!

Love ya!

Just merely like this photo! heeee.

random thingy. the bus-tickets.

And lastly, bye Ipoh!

FREEDOM IS HERE!

FREEDOM IS HERE!!!!!!!!

FINALLY, I am declaring, I AM FREE!! Wow. This is great. So yay, the spring was over, let's look forward to the summer.

Friday, which was the day when the spring semester officially proclaimed its end, I had a great outing with Angelina, Azureen, Alyea, Zaim, and Lawrence. We were, yea, scheduled-ly, going to Zoo Negara. HAHA. It was closed when we arrived. LOL. So, at the end, we turned up to be in Pavilion. Had a good session of photography, and a good movie- Kick-ass! And the most important thing was, we had a good time together! Love you guys!

Nice one!

 This is awesome! LOVE this!

Credits to Alyea! <3

In front of Pavilion. 

Love this too!! Artistic! 

This. hmph, ask Lawrence. Lol.

And the movie of the day: KICK-ASS.

Nice movie!

the finals.

Yea. The finals' week.

Alright, The finals. Nothing much special but one. It was a long story back then. Wednesday, which was the day for Biology's test. The exam started at 9am. And guess what, I overslept! I was still in my sweet slumber land until a friend called me, and that was almost 9am, like only a few minutes to sharply 9am! Believe me, I was shocked! I guess I would never expect this kind of thing to happen on me. But it just happened. HAHA. And this actually was not so much the main course of the day. I was going to be late. So, I rushed all the way to take a cab to Intec. And yea, this was what happened next. When I was in the cab, I discovered, realized one terribly implausible bad thing- I left out my purse!! Oh my God. I did scared for a while. I was scared if the taxi driver would drop me somewhere as I was not able to pay for the fare. I told him, honestly. And it was really kind for the uncle to say, "it's okay, jangan risau, paling penting ialah exam." Ouh. Thank you so much!! Thanks God for all these! And I was also safe for the exam, although I was late for like around 10 minutes. Thanks God!

And then, yesterday, I met this uncle again. Yeah. Thanks God! I paid him and expressed my really deepest gratitude to him! Thank you once again!! 

midst 2

Reminiscence.

16th April. 

Striving for the finals. Study! I did a lot of studies. Felt good for my own progress by the way.

17th April.

The day when I idled too much time away. But still, it was a good day. Had a great time eating, talking, shopping, with Ivy and Summer. We planned to watch movie, Ice Kacang Puppy Love, at the first place, where it was first released on that particular day. But then we were some kind of deprived of time, and so, didn't manage to have a watch at the end. Great lunch at Dragon-I huh? HAHA.

love this photo much! <3

likey!

If you would know, the photo above had a story behind. LOL. It was taken when my muscle somewhere at my thigh and buttock cramped, and I sat down to have a rest. But nice, I love this photo! It's my current profile picture for Facebook. Heee.

The night, went for our Subang service. I was the usher of the day, with Jerald. Everything went on well. Thanks God! 

18th April.

It was a typical Sunday. But the Ethics test on the day made it not more typical. And the Ethics test also signed the beginning of the finals' week. After the exam, I was seriously starving. And so, we went for lunch. The lunch of the day was Ayamas and McDonald. Hah! Good lunch.

That's all. Gonna catch up with the finals in the next post.

hug

I'm crying right now. Ish. The disobedient tears. It's kind of sad, but the same time, warmth and touched. Belle is going for her frisbee tournament in Singapore. And she hugged me goodbye. I didn't feel anything at the moment. Bid her goodbye and wished her luck. 

And when we walked to the door, we hugged each other for the another time. And she said, "remember to lock the door, don't forget you're alone." And then she went off, and then my tears started to fall. 

Awww. A hug really expresses everything. It's powerful and wonderful. I love you, Belle!

And it's just so inevitably, the departure, the separation is sad, always. :(

midst

Finally I have some time to blog. Feel to catch up with bits of significances throughout these few days. 

For the consecutive three days, my class began at 10am, which was indeed a very good thing! But not more for tomorrow, the class begins at 8am tomorrow. But, it's still good to know that there's only a two-hours-class tomorrow! Yay. Business class from 8am until 10am, and that's all. 

Dates back to Monday. Calculus class, at when we went to the library, and at when we made too much rowdy commotion. It all happened when this fellow, Zaim, accidentally happened to come across my blog. And it started, all the crazy laughter. And then, kind of like expectantly, didn't do the Calculus' works at all. It's however, I admit I do got some kind of bias, when the thing gets to do with Calculus, I start to get hatred of it, and unconsciously ignore it until when it starts to fade off gradually.

The night, joined Leonard and Bobby, and also Ivy for dinner at Pak Lee. It was a very very good dinner! I really treasure the night and the hours we spent there. Alright, to make it clear, it's not the food which was good, but the fellowship! Once again been encouraged and motivated by Leonard's words. And, had once again seen God's great miracles on Bobby, through his description of his past. I never knew he has such a different experience in his life. Yea, somehow, I did really touched by his words, touched by his experience on God. It was indeed a very good night!

Tuesday. Went to school at 10am and had Mrs. Kiran's class. And then, Bostonians headed to Subang Parade, with our beloved lecturer, Mr. Kamal. Few of us went by car, and so we arrived far more earlier than those who took KTM. Ian went to look for shoes for Diane. One thing I can say is, Diane is a blessed girl and she should be the happiest girl in the world! Ian is so mindful, thoughtful, and careful in choosing the shoes, although got a bit of choosy and picky! Haha.

Then, we met up with the other classmates and had our lunch with Mr. Kamal at Dave's Deli. Good lunch. Good time. And thanks a million to Rohan for bringing me back to Akasia!

1/4 roast chicken.

cute fly.

love this photo!

And this was Zaim's leftover. 

This was random.

There will be one day, when all of us leave;
what remain are the empty seats.

Awwwwww.

And this was indeed, a bit vain.

Haha. Narcissistic.

Last night, dined at Asia Cafe! Heee. With the West Zone's people. Good fellowship. Good food. Good sharing. And, utmost, good laugh with all those so-called cold-jokes! The night was scheduled to be the street witness, but it changed to be a dinner fellowship. It was still good, however.

Upon coming back to hostel, started to battle with the Research Paper and the ACS' festival presentation (Halloween). Said, just as usual, Angelina and I had so much a crazy discussion and crazy preparation for the presentation. Alright, we did an indeed very stupid, or some sort of crazy thing. At 2am, we went to seek for dead leaves around the compound of hostel. I really couldn't help laughing! Yet, we forgot about the leaves during our presentation today. Hah! Crap!

Today's presentation was kind of good. The only thing was we were rushing out of time. So, actually we missed several things which should be included in the presentation. It's okay. We had fun. And had the last Calculus' class today! 

Tonight I shall have a good sleep! Had been deprived of sleep seriously! But the annoying thing is, the weather is so HOT! Stupid weather!!

Currently I am so deadly in love with this guy, Justin Bieber!! HAHA. Love love love!! LOL.

Amy Justin, instead of Amy Cullen? 

Heeeee. :P

fruitful

One of the most hectic week had come to an end. Another two weeks to the end of the semester. 

Reflected a lot tonight. Life is short. Lots of things were moving my heart, and that which come to several realizations, acknowledgments of certain things in my mind. Somehow, touched by some sincere friendships, touched by the sincerity in doing certain jobs, touched by close knits of relationships of family members, touched by parents' love, touched by friends' love, touched by God's love. 

Traced back to the Sunday, which was also known as the Easter day. The song which was sung by a sister moved my heart deeply, and I believe it did touch others' as well. It was 遇见神, by 张敬轩. How great and how beautiful is the LOVE! The Good Friday and the Easter day this year was a meaningful one. Realized a lot of things, and learned to appreciate more. Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul. Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole. Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be strong. Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble. Sometimes, He sends us illness so we can take better care of ourselves. Sometimes, He takes EVERYTHING away from us so we can learn the value of EVERYTHING we have.

Another day of chatting with a friend made me see the sincerity in a friendship. Friends are so much a precious and valuable, and priceless gift. I just couldn't deny how much friends mean to me. I remembered I told the friend, every friendship may, or will, sooner or later, face some challenges. It's like inevitable, as friendship, or any kind of relationship, grows because of challenges. When the time challenges come, it's the time when friends, together combat, and together overcome whatsoever they may be, and it's when a friendship grows even beautiful, because of the sincerity that friends have for the relationship. And, after all, the friendship is much more meaningful and much more been treasured. I didn't know whether or not I helped this friend, but I really do hope you can get through the problem. Do what you think is right, do whatever you think you should do. The result may turn out to be a bad one, but at least you had tried, and you wouldn't be regret in the later days. Pray fervently, as what I had told you. God has His plan in everything! Heee. Love ya!

Another days of participating school's activities, and that's what meant for the sincerity in accomplishing certain jobs. Shouted too much, indeed, throughout both of the events- Kopln Night, and Speech Night. I was, somehow, impressed. And I know coherently, and so do all of us know, those pieces of time we went through together got to be the memory which could not be forgotten and faded off for the rest of our life. Indeed-ly indeed, there were too much of memories for this particular Spring semester! This is especially dedicated to the 21 classmates for this special semester. You are AWESOME! I know right, time flew, so cruelly. Cherish the moments when we are still being together!

And the another day of talking in phone with my mum. And I cried. I know I failed. I hadn't cry for long already due to this so-called home-sicking. But, but, but, I didn't know why I couldn't control myself on that particular night. A lecturer once said about this: when you feel home-sicking, and when you really miss your family so badly, sometime, just bear with it, as the feeling will sooner or later be gotten rid of. This is instead of telling the family and letting them in fretting all the days. True. They have much more things to worry about, don't burden them up with some useless little things more. 

And I know, God's grace is enough for me to use! This was a busy week. But everything flows smoothly, with all of the scheduled tasks done. God is guiding, and He never leaves or abandons us. Just saw a short clip about Peter and Jesus. Yea, sometime, we may deny God just as what Peter did, but God never leaves us. There is indelible mark of the cross that He left in our heart. He loves us so much. We shall bear the cross for Him! No matter how bad the situation may be, don't stray away from Him, as He is always there. He is always there for us, for you, and me!

And yea, week 14, it was a fruitful week, in spite of the hectic-ness it had.

Night! God bless you!

Friday.Saturday.

Friday. Went for Critical thinking's class until 10am. And skipped Biology's class- headed to Time Square, for a really serious and proper reason, it's really not kind of usual type of outing that's meant for shopping; instead, it's for pursuing stuffs for presentation. Proper enough I guess. By any means, purse bled a lot. Sob.

Yesterday was indeed a hectic day. Rush and rush and rush. Went for Good Friday's service at night. A brief conclusion for yesterday's encounters. Taxi drivers are busy-body! Hmm. No offense but seriously, they love to talk to you, about anything. They like to nag. Hmm hmmm. Sometime, actually I didn't really know what they were talking about though. And yesterday's ktm was so hot. I mean the atmosphere, the weather. I didn't know why, perhaps the air-conditioning system broke down? And, and, and I went to KL Sentral for 2 times in a day. Haha.

Last night also, prepared for the thingy for today's music appreciation's presentation, until 3am, or more. I was so sleepy and I slept straight after I came back from my friend's room. I planned to wake up this morning to prepare for my part of presentation, but the worst thing was I didn't manage to wake up. I didn't hear my alarm clock at all. Oh gosh. And at last I was waken up by my friend before going to school. The fortunate thing was, our group was the last group to present. So, I still got some time to prepare. Fairly saying, overall, it was a good presentation. Thanks God! 

Our group actually made a video about the class, the activities and the bygone days we had gone through together. Somehow, credit to Lawrence who made the video, it was really a touching video. Ms. Asma cried a lot. Lol. We didn't intend to get this kind of result actually. But, truly, I realized how much I love Boston. I really love those peeps! Yet, indeed, just as the video said, the day will sooner or later come. The day when we got to separate with each other, but what, the most important thing is, we had the memories together, we went through all the things together. Time is gold, time is short, but friendship never ends! I really feel like to shout aloud that I LOVE BOSTON! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Back from school, had lunch, and went to buy some things for the next presentation's use. Reached hostel at around 4pm. And went on to sleep until 6pm when Wendy came and woke me up. Went to Pak Lee for Dina's birthday. A good party. Happy Birthday Dina!! Dined and fooled until 8:30pm. Came back to hostel and went to Ivy's room. She's finally back after a-month-holidays! Welcome back! Haha. Chatted and talked for nearly an hour. Finally back to my room at around 9:30pm. Thanks for the kompia, and also her friend's sushi. Thank you!

A lot of things happened lately. Not of my own, but friends and people around. Each and every one is really stunning. Nothing can be done, but pray. Everything shall be alright, as God is in control! May God's miracle, heal, comfort fall on those who are facing challenges. Seek for God and He will make a way, even when there seems to be no way. Everything got to be alright. 

April Fool

April 1st. Significant or insignificant, it's April's Fool Day. Been pranked, but it's kind of acknowledged. It wasn't fun or creative at all I would say for we really knew it, but the thing was just we couldn't go against it, for just as what I had said before, authority is just everything. It was annoying, somehow! Guts. 

What more I can say. April fool is meant to fool people, and to be fooled. So, no offense. Either you have fooled, or been fooled, do enjoy. Happy April's Fool Day!

在乎

真正的在乎，是一种从心的在乎，因为是真的在乎，所以会感到痛。真的在乎，却因为一些因素，要装着不在乎，这种痛是不能言语的。习惯性的在乎，真的不需要任何理由。习惯性的依赖，习惯了那种的感觉，也就习惯性的习惯了，改变似乎需要很大的勇气。是逃避事实？欺骗自己？还是其实什么都没有变，变的是自己对你的信心？

发现，自己是真的真的很在乎你！

p/s: My Chinese sucks. Sigh.