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December 13, 2011

hang on.

交上考卷。穿上外套。收拾书包。走出考场。我很平静。出奇的平静。我有点害怕这样的自己。决定从学校走路回家。往常只需要十五分钟的路程今天用了近半小时。我应该要大哭一场。我所认识的我一定会这样做。我想打电话给随便任何一个人来讲一下话。但是我不知道我到底该说什么。结果我什么都没有做。只是真的异常冷静的默默的走在艳阳高照却冷风瑟瑟的街道。我就这样一直往前走。一直走。一直走。这是所谓的暴风雨前的平静吗?

I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game. It's time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap. It's time to try defying gravity.  
-Defying Gravity.

December 9, 2011

漂流瓶

我爱上了在午夜十二点进浴室泡一个至少半小时的热水澡。没有特别的原因。但是享受在冷空气中让热水滑过身上每一寸的肌肤。享受在热水中默默的送走又过去的一天,悄悄的迎接新一天的开始。享受安静的让思想自由的跃动,静谧的想想这一天都作了什么。享受水流给予一种把污秽把悲伤把不愉快都给冲走的感觉。

我开始了写日记的习惯。所谓日记,就是很传统的拿一个本子把心情故事记载在里头。同样的,没有特别的原因。只是人在生命不同的阶段都会有这么些自己都想不到会付诸行动的冲动,不是吗?希望这一次不再是三分钟热度。

只剩十天了。我很很很很很很非常非常非常的期待!

失去。漂流着那份情来过的证据。

December 3, 2011

turducken.

Friendship isn't how you forget, but how you forgive.
Not how you listen, but how you understand.
Not how you see, but how you feel.
Not how you let go, but how you hold on.

Everything before but could slip in that easily and everything after but could sway away that easily too. If it could be the other way up. This awful pain could as well be taken away like how chocolate can take away the period pain. He said dark chocolate in particular.

This coldness does nothing good to uh, life? The nearest yet so far away, beyond the verge of further, furthest. You knew it. What could probably be done are yet declared to be foul. No one loves to take that initiative. Because a silly thing called dignity seems to be the utmost cling. No one wants to break this silence. As if a tote of silence is the best bag to hide all lies, dissatisfaction, selfishness, irresponsibility. Perhaps it really is. 

I am mad. Because the world is way crazier. Ain't it? Why it always has to be at critical time such as this- the verge of finals, the verge of assignments completion. To distract me from doing good at the last batch of battle, I'm just curious.

It is meant to be incomprehensible. Comprehend the words, if you could. And talk to me on what I should do. Pamper me, like you used to. 


A chicken stuffed in a duck Jammed in a turkey is called turducken. According to Glee.