五

外头正在下着倾盆大雨。伴随的是吓人的闪电，恐怖的打雷声。每一次在宿舍遇上闪电打雷下大雨的时候，说实在的，我感到害怕，没有安全感。这种时候，是多么多么的渴望可以在家中，溺在家温暖的怀抱，家人慈祥的臂膀。

新年歌曲在不停的播放着，让我想回家的心情越是强烈。有这么一个词，归心似箭，不是吗？我想我真的深深的体会到了它的涵义。就在看了“天天好天”过后。

特别的戏是要跟特别的人一起看。就在一个很特别的午后，一群很特别的四个人，前往一个很特别的地方，坐在很特别的位子上看了这部很特别的戏。我，爱真小姐，Rachel 小姐，Aje 先生，去了Klang 的 Jusco，然后因为太多人所以坐在很前很前的第二排的位子，开始了这部很棒很棒的电影。特别吧！完完整整的充分的体现了一个马来西亚的精神！原来呢，电影字幕就是在这种时候发挥它的功效。

再一部很棒的本土电影！再一次的感动。更多的体会。通过镜头所捕捉到的细腻，一幕幕如此真实的体现，每一幕都是如斯的扣人心弦。真诚的演员，赤纯的演技，揪人的情节，洒脱的，骄傲的跨上大荧幕，制作班底的努力观众是有目共识的，告捷的票房是最美丽的呈现，是毋庸置疑的！

好吧，我哭点低。从电影开始的半个小时过后，就开始哭了，一直到电影结束。原来啊，把头抬高，眼泪还是会滑落的。阿公与孙女的戏份让我想起了我的公公。我真的很想念他。真的。一幕幕都那么的真实，那么轻易的牵动每一根心弦。一句再熟悉不过的词语，子欲养儿亲不在，再一次在戏中被提起，似乎在告诉人们，提醒人们这一个看似平凡却似那么难以达到的道理。不是能不能，而是要不要！只要你愿意，生命是可以拥有更多无止境的 +1。晴天 雨天 都有属于你的感动与快乐。晴天 雨天 天天都是好天！

另外一部不能错过的电影，笑着回家！再一部很棒的巨作。一部让你笑破肚皮的喜剧。间中带着丝丝的感动，回味无穷。跨国的合作，老实说，这部戏的素质多多少少当然会比天天好天来的好。呈现出新加坡与马来西亚的文化，社会现况，每一幕如此真实赤裸的体现在观众面起。重重笑点当中又不忘带出电影所要呈现的意义。

年年回家，今年笑着回家！有什么事情是比跟家人一起吃一顿团圆饭来的更重要呢？

最近，花了很多钱，买了很多年货，听了很多新年歌，看了很多戏，做了很多事，发现了许多事情，了解许多道理，体会了许多生活细节。人与人之间总存在着一层似有似无的隔阂。一个很小的群组里还存在着许许多多更小的群党。但到了最后，每个人还是每个人的朋友？敌人？都只是所谓的临时演员吧。有的时候，真心就真的在这些尔虞我诈的背后悄悄地被埋没了。

只有小孩，拥有不被污染的真心，单纯的童真，简单的快乐。只有在小孩子的面前，才会发现，可以那么真实的做自己，可以那么没有防备的卸下伪装的面具，回归似乎不见了许久的赤纯快乐。对啊，是在感叹，但是，世界就是这样。如果可以，永远都不要长大该有多好！

最近，爱上了 辣。生活太过单调了 以至需要一些辣来调剂吗？


还有五天就能回到家了。五天！一月 二十八号。星期五。
倒数中。

原来 失望是这种感受。言语 行为 思想 交流 所有都是枉然。



事  与  愿  违  ？

just the way you are

...and that's why i love chinese new year. two weeks to home!

*photographs: some random shots at pavilion. 

1/11/11

is nonetheless another blessed day. Good Lord.

It was fun taking the class photographs. Uh I'm looking forward to see the real photographs. A little bit of expensive though. But yah, memory is what matters.

Some photographs of the day, taken in the class. With How Soon's very cool mobile phone's camera. Awesome stuff! 

The class sorta ended already, fyi. :)

LIKE this! :)

Dinner with a bunch of brothers in Christ somewhere at Shah Alam. Played pool after that. It had been treating me, just fair? First round was good, but I would not say that for the second round. Nice fellowship though. Praise the Lord.

Cherish the last moments of 1/11/11... with sleep. Yah, sleep tight! Good night. God bless you!

frailty

It all happens because the 8am class was canceled. What more, the news arrived when we had already boarded on the Intec bus. The fun thing was seeing people running, rushing for class whilst we're taking our very sweet time strolling extraordinarily slowly to ALM Cafe and killing the half an hour there until the library opened. 

And it was a sudden thought flashing in my mind. I think I'm going to miss Intec after I really leave this place some day in the future. 

I'm feeling like fever. Ah please no. God, please bless me with Your will, whatever it may be. Amen.

I shall sleep.

week 1

Week 1 of the brand new year. Week 1 of the brand new semester. 

Exactly 7 days since I'm back to Shah Alam from my beloved Sibu. And you know what, I couldn't believe myself missing home so badly, almost everyday. I actually cried for five times for the reason, especially in the midnight, out of the period of seven days, which actually means five days out of the seven days. And the craziest thing I had done, I actually went online checking for cheap flight to Sibu, just so if there's any. You see how bad the homesickness was. Of course, I didn't manage to go home- the tickets were so friggin' expensive! 

The very first week wasn't really that bad, despite the really serious homesickness. But it just didn't feel like Spring, which means to be hectic and busy. Perhaps it's just the first week. Weather had been treating me well. And I really hope it remains as it's now for the next few months. I'm just loving this awesome weather!

Spring semester. I'm currently taking six subjects. They'd be Chemistry, Experimental Chemistry, Cell Biology, Technical Writing, Ethics (as usual), and another very interesting special subject, which again is meant for the only nine Agriculture Science-based us, Statistical Theory for Economics. Special huh? Another thing is, I'll be studying about law, you know, law as in the Federal Constitution for the Ethics this time around. I've no idea of why, so don't ask me why. Classes had been uh, so far so good? 

Spring '11.

And you know what. We, most of us received warning letter from the hostel staff for not doing clearance for the previous semester. Crap. And I'm admiring our skills of composing something which basically is not the fact. But I really didn't see the point. I mean, we actually did clearance, it's just that we didn't return the key to the office. But yah. There it goes.

Compose.

The other day we went to Sunway Pyramid. A sudden random decision and that's all. The funny thing was, you know, we're running after train. Literally. We were miles away when the train was reaching. We ran, and ran, and ran like never before. That was so FUNNY. I'm smiling now when I recalled it. Yah, so we ran and thank God that we managed to get in the train eventually. I guess we're going to kill ourselves if we couldn't catch the train, in the fact that we ran like crazily exaggeratively hard. And here's another very funny account. Our beloved Ivy had been so direction-less to not know how to differentiate the head and the tail of the train. When Yeh Tung was saying to get in the compartment at the head of the train, she went running all the way to the very very last compartment, which is the compartment at the tail of the train. Uh huh, she has had very good stamina!   

I had great time, despite all odds. HAHA. The red apple of Ivy, the green apple of mine, and the raw vege of Yeh Tung! Had a great time dining and photo-shooting at Pasta Zanmai. 

Pasta Zanmai. :)

And then, we intruded into Angelina's room blasting her during her big day. Successful blast! Happy 20th. May the year and decade ahead be joyous, prosperous. Experience God's grace abundantly and may the mighty Lord bless you richly in every aspects of your life! God loves you. I love you. :D

Thank you for making it a success. 

God is good. Meeting church brothers and sisters after a hiatus of two months felt great. Freedom to commit, power to transform! Praise, worship, is all to the Lord.

And today, I was frustrated by my long fringe and out of random I took scissors and cut the fringe a little bit. Myself. Whoa. I just cut like that. Now I'm suddenly fretting what if I cut it not nice. Anyway, thank God that my skill was still okay. At least it's not too bad, and the most important thing is the fringe doesn't feel frustrating anymore. :)

Many people actually said that my blog is too wordy. Uh huh, so perhaps new year's resolution on this blog would be inserting more pictures in between the words. If I'm not lazy. 

And so, week 1 was gone. 

Three more weeks to Chinese New Year.

I'm so looking forward to going back Sibu!

back-to-back

It's time to try defying gravity.
But it really doesn't work.

Back in Shah Alam, reluctantly. No one would have come back willingly I guess. I'm so unprepared. Yet class is going to start very soon. You know, that kind of familiarity which is yet strange. I think I'm still not adaptive enough. 

The later half of the year-end-break, like I mentioned in the previous post, I had been working as a promoter. And that was such a great experience, or I would rather say, memory. You know, working in supermarket is but a way to meet a lot, I mean, a lot of people. I had met so many friends and a lot of my high school's and primary school's teachers. And that we got to catch up a little bit, and that's great! I wouldn't have the time and chance to really catch up with so many people in only a few days. Another thing is all those new friends I had come to know. Those other products' promoters. I really had great time. And now I start to miss them already.

The youngest ones, three of us. :)

The most wonderful time of the year, Christmas was but time to rejoice, time to give thanks, time to celebrate, time to learn the truest meaning of the Christmas day. The very thick and deep atmosphere of this lovely festival was indeed without doubt, implanted in the very blessed town, the very lovely and pretty hometown of mine. And you see, that's why I wanted to spend my Christmas back home. 

Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. -Luke 2:11.

Joy to the world. 

With Ms. Wong's birthday celebration of much love and joy, and the complement of the romantic venue- Baba and Siam, I was indulged. The romantic, cozy, late afternoon, and it's as if we're back to our high school time, chattering, babbling away in a so familiar tone and pitch, and that's very awesome. Love can be very simple, when you're feeling it with heart, sincerely. 

Happy Birthday. <3

Church's youth camp had really made me reminisced my very own youthful days. And I smile. Lord has my teenage years great. Yes, reminiscent is beautiful, memory is great. Time flies, but life goes on. No? Yet it's kind of uh, pathetic to realize that I'm stepping into 20 years old. 

And with that, 2010 ended. To sum it up, 2010 was good and bad. But I thank God for every paths He leads me on. I thank God for His abundant blessings throughout the year. I won't say it was an easy year, there were times when things just went wrong and I got really pissed. But with Lord's guidance, every step I had taken went on with intensive peace, joy, and hope. I love you, Jesus.

Bye 2010. Hello 2011.

Faith. Hope. Love.

And it really does work.