Phil 4:13

God is faithful.

Do not easily skip the time for Him, for you never know how He is going to bless you. Things are going to be how they should be, with His will reigning. How much worries or attempts wouldn't change the fact, if that's really His will. 

Serving in Sunday school was indeed very tiring, but again and again, was reminded of the child-pure-heart. And His blessing never ceases, rather it's uncountable. In anyway, God never fails to bless, never fails to love. 

And nothing is impossible, it is only the matter of whether you want, whether you are willing. Because the faith you have in Him can even move a mountain, what more to say the little mere stuff of yours. 

I can do everything through Him who gives me strength! -Philippians 4:13.

All the best for finals! May the Lord bless you richly, may His grace be upon you! 

poison

It felt like ages. Because, it felt like too many things at one shot.

Had been suffered from some sort of food poisoning two days ago. All sorts of vomiting and diarrhea. I was partially, on the verge of dying. Seriously, this is not bluffing. It was like what, every interval of one hour, I woke up and vomited. Had nothing else to vomit towards the end and what had been vomited was the sour acidic fluid in the body. And even a little bit of water I took was vomited too. 

Anyway, after seeking for doctor, taking medicine and sleeping for the whole day long, I did get better. At least, no more vomiting, or diarrhea. Thank God! Thank Rachel for accompanying me to the doctor. Thank Angelina for the Bovril. Thank everyone for the concern. I'm much more better. The only consequence is the ache of the trachea and muscles, of vomiting too hard? Guess so. And I am so going to think twice or more the scarce-next-time I may go to eat at Pak Li. 

And sorry, mum for letting you worry, again. But I could do nothing better other than calling her at the first instant, crying like a baby in the phone, and asking what to do for the next moment. I did really feel bad when my mum and dad called for many many times when I was sleeping like dead and that I didn't answer their calls and that they were so worried, thinking what had happened to me. Sorry. And thank you for the love! I have the best mummy in the world, and daddy as well!

You know, the world is full with love. Love is all around. Love can be so amazing. Love can be very simple. Love can be a little bit of sophisticated. Love can be some kind of aching. Love can be wonderful. Love can be, beautiful! We had a certain sort of "pillow talk" the other day. It was a very heart-to-heart one, and I was touched, again and again. Go for it, if that's really God's willing and timing. He knows exactly what and when, and where is the best for you. 

Yee Voan's birthday. Happy Birthday again! Hope you did have a blast, although we were kind of failed to blast you off. Had a good time dining and interacting with you guys. And I just learnt that, they all cook so well. Wow! 

And finals is just around the corner. And all the assignments and reports due. Ah yesh, we are going to pull through this! All the best people!

Alright, and this is specially to Lawrence, as what Jerald suggested me to do. Time heals many things and what it cannot heal it at least makes clearer. Pray fervently and leave the rest to God! Cheers!

menstruating

Hello world.

Friday. Always a-don't-feel-doing-things-day. Didn't expect to stay in Intec at a Friday's evening. But thing just goes on that way. Got to stay for a talk later.

Food. You see. In the period of two weeks, or three weeks, had two times of buffet, and two times of Domino's party. Buffet: Midori and Jogoya. Midori is a new restaurant in Fahrenheit88. And Jogoya, a restaurant in Star Hill. Man, I was excited with the seafoods! You know, SEAFOOD! The best word to describe and to round the whole thing up, succulent! Believe me, you won't regret to have such certain time of luxurious meal once in a blue moon. And had different kind of wine in Jogoya. And cocktail. They were, yes, great! And I still prefer red wine than white wine. 

And domino's, one for Akira's and San Xiu's birthday splash, and the other for the Finite Maths' class-mini-party, with our beloved lecturer. 

The other day, we had a karaoke-spree. It's like ages, man. Scheduled to go for Neway, and you see, schedule is just meant to be broken. Neway was fully booked, and so it ended up to be RedBox, of Low Yat.

Oh did I mention there's a new restaurant opening at Section 18? Ayam Penyet, the replacement for the Chicken Rice Shop. Tried it with Rachel and Marie the other day. Not bad. But why couldn't it be a chinese-food-restaurant. 

It seems I had too much enjoyments, during this period of pre-finals. No, I ain't that free. On the verge of finishing each and every assignments, and literally preparing for the finals, days are kind of packed. Yes. At least I'm only having an average of 7-8 hours of sleep, plus a couple days of nap. But it seems to have become a habitual routine, which is actually good.

I'm currently reading on The Front, by Patricia Cornwell. The storyline is getting excited, thrilled. And am recently watching Down to Love, a Taiwanese drama. The last episode left. Got to settle it soon. And am currently listening to David Archuleta's, and Planetshakers. Oh, Lollipop had just released a new song. Hee.

Tell you what, life is really unpredictable, like the weather does. It feels like raining. Finally, the weather somehow starts to get back to the normal temperature. Thank God. And life? Many things are happening everyday. Yes, you really never know what will happen the next moment. 

There's a term as PMS, PreMenstrual Syndrome. And you really feel it. At least I did. You will be easily distracted, you get angry easily, you get emo, your tears get to roll down easily, you get to laugh easily, too. Girls you know exactly what I'm saying. 

The other day, at an instant, I miss home so much. It all happens in a sudden, when I was talking to my mum in phone. Listening to her telling things happened at home, I just couldn't resist and cried. And yea, it's proven to be true, it's pms, which had resulted that. 

And you'll ask, how it's proven. Alright, it just got to be proven with the happening of menstruation. Happening, eh? 

Used to dislike it. But what. The fact is there, none others but to accept it. 

Had been a bit lengthy. So that's all. 

Catch up later.

rash

Several things.

First, had a lot of fun video shooting for the Eca Tv. Although not as fluent as expected, because we face some complication of the shooting site, everything was done successfully in the end. Thank God! Thank the hosts Foong and Josh. Thank Excel, Hui Zi, San, Danny, and Qi Yi. Be excited for next month's Eca Tv!

See how things make up a big picture. Like Foong said, everyone with different talents make up the big picture, make up the church. 

And you know what, we had been scolded by the PPP, like what, AGAIN?! Sighhhhh I'm so speechless. The scarce freedom, you see, even the one of speech volume. Like, we weren't even making that much rowdiness. And now we really get to take it serious, for he said, that was the last warning. Man, we're talking like really soft now, whenever we're in the compound of the hostel.

And the weather is really effing hot! Seriously, what's up with the temperature? 

Things are gonna get better -David Archuleta. A very nice song from his new released album. Go get it. 

the season

You know what, female is very unpredictable. Yea. Very. She can laugh like mad at a moment, and cry like dumb at the next moment, or angry like heap at the another instant. You see, the intense swing of mood. That's why, the unpredictability. 

Sometime, you just couldn't blame her. She is just a little bit more sensitive. She is just a little bit more emotional. She is just a little bit more moody. She is just a little bit more observant. She is just a little bit more alert of the surrounding. She is just a little bit of mean. That is a girl, eh?

Uh. It's just a thought. Or rather, an inference made observing the girls around and of course the experience of own-self. She loves the rowdy maze, but sometime she wants a little bit of personal time. Just a bit. And she'll be good. She loves God. She loves him. She loves friends. She loves family. You know, girl is very lovely.

Nah. As if. If you really know her well. 

Alright, am going to sit for Finite Mathematics Test 2 soon, half an hour to go. Guess what, I forgot to bring my textbook. That's it, got nothing to study and this post appears. All the best for the test! 

Imma be good. Ah, go away, mean-ness.

And oh, the season, the ending period of the semester is here. All the assignments and the finals. Okay, be optimistic! Holidays soon.

the < plus 3

He likes her. She likes him. Guy can be very sentimental too. I thought he isn't one, but the love says it otherwise. Love can be so beautiful, lovely. I'm touched, with the tone, with the expression. Yes, you know it only after you experience it. 

Trust in God's will, wait for His timing. Because He knows what, when, where, who is the best for you. Indeed, await for none others but the best plan from Him. Because He reigns. And things are going to be alright and fine when you surrender, when you trust whole-heartedly in Him. Our God is a faithful God. Praise Him!

Friends are angels of God. You can't deny it. Life wouldn't be what it is without these angels around. 

The weather is undergoing some kind of mutation, I suppose. It is very hot, if you know what I mean. Very hot. The sun is radiating too much heat, that even the wind is hiding itself. The dry heat is very unbearable. What more, studying Chemistry under the unfavorable temperature. It could be so fussy, I just knew it. There was this thought popping all in a sudden. Can I have an air-cond? Ah, it's just a thought.

The University thingy. The really final ones, Wisconsin, Purdue, Michigan, and Iowa. Lord, I'm passing all to You. Your will be done and I trust in You. Because Lord, You have the best for me. Hallelujah. And I really thank seniors for helping out a lot. Thanks for the time spent giving all the precious reviews and suggestions. They helped a lot.

You know, I miss her a lot. I miss them a lot. The one and the only, Boston Spring 2010. It's good to hear all the good news from them though. All the best, alright? We shall see each other some day. Yea.

Miss ya, Belle.

This was what we had been doing during the Biology class. 

Mine and Jazzie.

Love can be very simple. At times, it can be very complex. 

Appreciate it. Nourish it. Somehow, it's just a process of life.

You experience it and you know it. Cheers, friend! 

10.10.10

is nevertheless, an usual day. Nothing too special.

A lot of fun crapping with the little, but ain't that little actually, none others than Joseph. He's lame. But adorable. Really laughed a lot at all those jokes, and had so much fun seeing him disappointed when he couldn't get the jokes. First time I knew cheeks would get painful when we laughed too much? LOL.

Church is always, you know, warm and welcoming. And God is always good. Got to actually see and know how things actually function. We faced some technical problems today, and it's just so happened that I was serving at the Skype to witness the whole process. God is faithful that indeed nothing could have actually ceased people from worshiping Him. Holy Spirit was there, the atmosphere was built high up despite of the absence of lcd-lyrics and the lighting effect. Praise The Lord!

You alone are God of all

You alone are worthy Lord

And with all I am

My soul will bless Your name.

A comb. The combing side and the other side of flat surface. Lord said, if you're willing, I'll lead your life through all those obstacles and bring you to the flattened smooth path. If you believe, if you are willing. Let His power and ability be with you. Because in men it may seem impossible, but in God everything is possible! 

Toefl. University. Everything's going to be alright! =)

God is good

all the time! And all the time, God is good! 

Praise The Lord. =)

dealt

Dealt. A lot of it. I don't want to forfeit any more tickets! 

I don't care being a bad student, I want home. I want the Chinese New Year at home, and I mean HOME.

Good, but they said better. Say, best?

*还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回 会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沉醉

思

Looking back, the previous post was a bit harsh. Oops.

Everything was over now. So, hopefully no more those kind of ferocious feeling around. 

Two weeks of preparation, two weeks of sleep-depriving, two weeks of happy and unhappy accounts, two weeks of hard work, finally paid off. The exhibition was a great success! Bygone is bygone. Let the past be the past, and the bruise be healed soon. And thank all who came for it! Your presence were really appreciated! A big thank to all the committee members as well. Thank to our caring and thoughtful lecturer! 

UKM Biology Field Trip was exhausting, but fun! Had a great time jungle trekking, feasting, and visiting. Had a great time shooting, with a Canon EOS DSLR. Thank you Aje! And now I think I prefer Nikon more for a DSLR-camera. Canon's functioning is actually not as much. For a digital camera, yesh, I still love Canon! 

I had been sleeping a lot, as a revenge for those lost-sleep. But I'm still sleepy now. You see, how much sleep I had been depriving! And you know, sometime, life can be so screw-ful, sleep actually soothed and eased the frustration. 

突然很想要写华文。

这些天，眼泪特别泛滥。眼泪在落下的同时间，那种本能的自我保护意识无形中愈变愈强。那种时而的戳痛感还是无法避免。知道吗，看着你，眼眶竟然就红了。

生活就是有太多的是非。群体活动无法避免的总会有些摩擦。人就是这么奇怪的生物。谁又多做了什么，谁又少做了什么，真的就这么重要吗。所以说啊，生气的时候，心情不好的时候，还是不要说话。因为你不知道你会说出什么，因为你不知道你所说的话有可能就刺伤了某些幼小心灵。

与其说沉默带来尴尬，不如说它让两颗那么遥远又那么亲近的心带来一些安慰。因为，有时候真的没有必要再说一些什么。因为你也不知道要说一些什么。因为你也知道再多说一些什么也改变不了什么。因为你更清楚知道沉默才是最好的良药。

有的时候，生活不要太过的执著。因为最后受伤的是自己。知道自己努力过久够了，至少往后回头望时，还能很骄傲的对自己说，我曾经也努力过了，结果如何也不再这么重要了。

终于把PS男给看完了。整个就是很感动！差一点就要把整盒的纸巾用完。不知道啊，它就给了很深很深的感触。也可能是在深夜时候看的，所以眼泪才会特别的多吧。最后还是完美的结局，男主角和女主角就快乐的在一起了。偶像剧真的太美化真实生活。现实生活为什么就不能拥有王子与公主的童话故事呢。

生活呢，功课考试接踵而来。大学申请，已经有了大致的概念。最后的决定是 Maryland, Iowa, Penn State, Purdue. 希望是对的选择吧。

这一篇感觉有点不协调。英文掺华文。

知道吗，原来想念真的是会呼吸的痛。

Missing.is.a.pain.of.breathing. 

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I HOPE YOU ARE SNEEZING NOW! SNEEZE UNTIL YOU CHOKE! EWWWWWW!

PLEASE DON'T BE SO SHIT! YOU ARE NOT MIGHTY, BUT YOU ARE A FREAKING COWARD!!! YOU LOSER!!!!! 

S.H.I.T. 7.4.4.8.